a different drum...

The non-conformist

"Insist on yourself; never imitate..." -Ralph W. Emerson

It's mid-March and the river waters are rising.  The mountain air, no longer crisp, carries a supple sweetness in its warmth.  It's the cool scent of melted snow and damp earth and willow sap and afternoon sun on fallen pine needles.  The sounds, too, have shifted.  The birds are louder, more strident.  Even the breeze summons a  more robust and pervasive whisper from the pine tops.  Seed cones clatter and bounce through the branches, hit the dirt and take a long shot at a regenerative go round.

Springtime, though but a promise only last week, is arriving in the West Central Idaho Mountains.

After the chill dormancy of winter, the first afternoon at 70 degrees is a grand happening.  You can see, feel, hear, smell and touch LIFE as it stirs and awakens and asserts itself yet again.  

The Mail Collection Box Unit for my mountain neighborhood is nearly a mile down the road from my home, and today my daily "mail pick-up" walk yielded some spring pleasantries (like a black and orange striped wooly caterpillar, arching and inching, arching and inching across the road) and one captivating surprise. 

Today I discovered a pine tree growing down instead of up.

Pine trees growing at odd angles are not unusual.  Whether by genetic quirk or environmental influence, I've seen trunks spiraled, wavy, curly-cued and even horizontal, but until today I had never seen a pine tree growing virtually straight down.  Its trunk starts out normal enough, rising about 15 feet skyward before it takes an inexplicable hairpin turn and then reaches for the ground.  The boughs appear healthy, the needles are green and full, and the top ends about five feet above ground.  It's rooted near the road; remarkably, I had walked by it many times before and not noticed it.  (70 degrees, short sleeves, and a leisurely walking pace is like vitamin E.  It's good for the eyes.)  So, after I picked up my mail, I walked home, got my camera, and then walked back to take a few pictures to share with you.

Pine Photo Upside Down Take

It seems to me this pine tree has a lot to say to those who will listen.  Nature often does, sometimes in striking manner.

I really like this pine tree.

It goes its own way.

That is an inspiration.

In our increasingly complex society, there is a great deal of pressure to conform.  Spoken or unspoken, subtle or forthright, there are persistent demands to fit in with the group, to imitate others, to mold and shape personal values and ideas and opinions in a manner that - like trees in a forest - is in line with the majority.  And oh, how easy and tempting it can be to deny our most authentic selves so as to move smoothly and without incident in lock step with the popular standard! 

And why not?

There is a lot of security and reassurance in conformity. 

The tree top - a view from the ground

Corporations, governments, and yes, even religions, frequently profit and flourish by fostering conformity.

I suppose conformity has its own place and value and purpose in the yin and yang and grand scheme of life, but I tend to smile in agreement with the view of Bertrand Russell who wrote, "One should respect public opinion insofar as is necessary to avoid starvation and to keep out of prison, but anything that goes beyond this is voluntary submission to an unnecessary tyranny."

This precious pine tree is a blessed anomaly.  Because it is distinctive, shall I take a chainsaw to it?

Not on your life.

On this stellar spring day in the mountains, it is in my nature to remind you once again to honor that which distinguishes you in this world.  I encourage you to value the qualities of your being that are different from the conforming majority, and to especially cherish the diversity found in all of life...in it's infinite and fascinating ways of expression.  Respect for your own individuality generates healthy respect for the unique attributes of others.

  • Think for yourself. 

  • Go your own way. 

  • Grow your own way.

Hmmm.  I'm going to call my discovery The Church of the Upside Down Pine Tree.  And I intend to pause there frequently.

-Rev. Tom

"What are men celebrating? They are all on a committee and hourly expect a speech from somebody. Everybody is anxious to belong. Why should we be in such desperate haste to succeed? If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away."  -Henry David Thoreau